Jan 06, 2009 23:29
"You close your eyes and kiss your hand then you blow it.
But it isn't meant for me, and I notice
If the choice was ours alone,
Then why'd we both choose letting go?
Does it end like this?"
Its getting close to the time my boss might retired. hes done soo much for me. hes most of the reason im getting through college. hes the first person to really take a chance on me. and id like to think i didnt let him down at all. hes taught me a lot. and i never really thought much about it till today, when he taught me to throw darts, accurately. in one shot he taught me to pretty much keep the darts within in inch from eachther. thats insane.
Anyway, it also got me stuck back on the change thing. him leaving is just one more thing changing. im workign on it but it still seems like im moving in slow-mo.
im pretty mch done being sick but i also still have no desire to touch, eat, smell, or even think about food. but im better i swear!