wow

Jan 01, 2009 12:03

wow what a night. what an awesome awesome awesome night. ran errands with jeannine and tina. startted the partying at Mere's house. ran back to jeannines for a bit. made a mad dash back to Mere's in time for the ball to drop. shared champagne. back to dave an laurs and did Jager Bombs with the guys. made drinks and just relaxed the rest of the night. got up, made 2 kinds of sausage, porkroll, bacon, scrapple, pancakes, chocolate chip pancake, and scranbled eggs for breakfast.

all in all really only one thing could have made last night better.but hopes and wishes rarely becomer reality. i made it out to see everyone that i mattered to and that mattered to me who wanted to see me. im sorry i may not have stayed as long as you wanted but i did make an effort and i did see you!

i think my resolution is goign to be to become a different person. one whos still me, but i feel like im standing still and holding on to too much that has already changed and left me behind. change is unfortunatly unavoidable, and fighting it will inevitably get you left behind. im tried of being behind.

part of me wants to tell you i miss you. but the rest of me knows you wont care enough to say anything back so i wont.

So heres to the new year. good luck with all your resolutions. i know sticking to mine wotn be easy at all.
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