Some Rambling
Is funny, how one person can make you feel like youre on top of the world and another can make you feel 2 inches tall. its been a long time since i said i care a lot about you. to be honest there arent too many that i do care a lot about. dont get me wrong i care about just about everyone of my friends, just some i care a great deal more for. i havent felt all that close to you in a long time. sure once in a while we have a heart to heart bot other than that we pretty much walk very different paths.yes i have opted out of 2 important events for you. and for that i am sorry. but neither of us has really been all to active at being in eachothers lives. and it really kind of pisses me off and hurts a little when you start a conversation with something like " hey are you there? i need someone to talk to,not liek you care but...." if i didnt care then i wouldnt bother with you at all.