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May 30, 2006 04:37

I have an Amazing Memory! (I just have to learn how to use it)

I feel like Im waisting alot of time... all the time... but I have no motivation these days, I dont really know what the deal is. I wonder if the fact that all the people I really love to be around have a life without me in it (If Josh didnt take time to spend with me... I might disappear) I need someone who I really really care about to share a common intrest so I can start getting things done... I dont know, like... someone to stretch with me, or help me with Math, fight with me, draw with me, do photography with me (we have some crazy things around our house) study the Bible with me... I mean.., Isn't that the most important thing?
I have to sound jealous, but come on, I need people or I don't function... (You cant be a leader, if no one's there to follow you) ;)

Whats with the headaches... its like I have a pain thats always in my head, FOREVER! I have it under control for now, but only because I have something covering the pain... I know its still there all the time, just waiting for my control to run out (control as in meds)

I'm going to sleep now,
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