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i hate what ive become, i hate how ive turned to darkness, but i embrace darkness so that one day i may see the light, i have been a jackass in the past, but thats why its called the past, ive looked into my soul, and realizing that causeing my enemys pain isnt good.............its great, they will fell my rage, my pain, my hatred, a kid called me gay a few days ago at the promenade, i found that kid and i expressed how i felt. eddie called me the deadman cuz i lost my soul to allie. i didnt lose it..........i gave it up. i dont want it back, all i want is to feel something other than pain, i made that kid feel the suffering that i have felt, i am not the same johnnie anymore, my name is johnathan