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I'm doing everything I can for things to work between us. I don't have the beat track record, and I know it. I'm trying to fix that. I'm trying to fix the rift I've put between us. I don't want to cause more hurt, but you won't let yourself feel anything because you fear getting hurt again. I've hurt you, and I'm sorry for that. It keeps me up at night knowing what I've done. What helps me get those few hours of sleep every night is knowing that I'm doing what I can to show you that I Love You, but I'm not convinced that you see it. All I want is for you to be happy. What I want more is for us to be happy; together. I'd say all these things straight to you, but I too am afraid. I'm afraid that you'll send me away and say that what I want isn't possible anymore. Give me a chance, you won't be disappointed. Ask anybody that you don't know what I say about you. Ask them what I think of you. You won't be surprised to hear them all say that I Love You, and just want things to work out. I'm asking now that you take that risk, take that leap of faith. You're not alone. I'm here with you. Let's do it together so we can both be happy. Let's be happy together, and be madly in love again. Let's move forward into the new year holding hands, and not looking back; but not forgetting where we have come from.
I'm not going to cause you any more hurt. I'm not going to stop loving you, and want you to show in some way that you still love me. Some days it feels like we're drifting farther apart, and I'm trying to show you that I'm still in the same spot as always. Here, waiting for you. Waiting for us to take a chance, for us to move forward.
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