To Those Who Would Never Let It Happen...
If I've Ever Ask For One Thing That I Want, I Ask You Now.
I Only Wish To Do What Is Right, What Will Make Things Feel Warm Inside, I Want To Be More Then What I Am, And If I Have To Jump I Will Do It.
If I Must Sing At The Top Of My Lungs, So You Will Hear Me, Then So Be It. Truth Is The One Absolte Thing That I Crave. Without It There Can Be No Love, No Happiness, No Tender Moments, Not Even The Soothing Moments Were I Feel Your Sweet Kiss...
Life And All Of It's Sadness Will No Doubt Get Us All Down, But Take Comfort In Me, For I Will Wait With Open Arms And Once Your In Them I Will Hold You Tight, From There You Will Be Able To Hear My Heart And All It's Secrets.
None Of Us Can Change Out Past, Nor Can We Make The Wrongs We Made, Right Again. One Thing We Can Do Is Be True To Ourselves And To Everyone Else. Looking Deeply Into My Own Soul, I See That Most Of My Short Life Has Been Sad And Lonely. Moving From Place To Place, Filling That Emptyness With Many People Who Ment Nothing, But Now Is The Time Were I Want To Change Everything.
No More Will I Fake Being Happy When I Am Sick To My Stomach, Nor Will I Smile When Something Displeases Me. When Someone Makes Fun Of Me I Will Tell Them And If They Continue I Will Distance Myself From Them So I Won't Have To Be Brought Down.
Being Hurt Is Something I've Gotten Used To. More Females I Torn Out My Heart Then I Am Willing To Even Share. But As It Happened With All Of Them, I Did Move On And Heal. Always Looking For Someone Who Wouldn't Shit On Me Anymore. Perhaps I Hurt A Few People Along The Way. But It Wasen't Like I Wasen't Trying To Do The Right Thing.
For I Was Just A Confused And Scared As Everyone Else. And If Someone Would Have Ever Told Me They Loved Me I Would Have For Sure Been Lost. Because I Don't Know Love And I Believe Some People Throw That Word Around To Easily.
My Life Is A Mess, I Have No Real Purpose Right Now, Other Then To Pay Back My Dad For All The Times He Has Saved Me, But Sadly Even As He Helps Me, I Hate Him For The Way My Childhood Went. Moving From Here To There And Back Again. I Feel Like I Have No Home. I Also Believe Part Of The Reason I'm Alone Is Because Of My Dad. Two Reason For That And They Are My Dad's Past Transgressions Have Forced Me To Have Trouble Trusting Anyone, And Second Is Because I Am So Far From Anyone That Having A Healthy Relationship Is Murder On The Other Person Cause I'm Never Around.
But There Is Hope Because I Have Seen A Few People Make Those Sort Of Things Work.
Perhaps I Am Just Crazy But I Want To Have My Way And I Am Threw Trying To Tip Toe Around.
So My Offer Is As I Already Told You And When Ever You Are Ready, My Trust And Truth, As Well As My Honor, My Duty, And My Loyalty Are Your For The Taking.
Please Don't Listen To Anyone But Your Head And Your Heart.
But All Those Voices Are Just Trying To Hold You Down So You Will Be Miseralbe As Well...
I Only Wish To Do What Is Right, What Will Make Things Feel Warm Inside, I Want To Be More Then What I Am, And If I Have To Jump I Will Do It.
If I Must Sing At The Top Of My Lungs, So You Will Hear Me, Then So Be It. Truth Is The One Absolte Thing That I Crave. Without It There Can Be No Love, No Happiness, No Tender Moments, Not Even The Soothing Moments Were I Feel Your Sweet Kiss...
Life And All Of It's Sadness Will No Doubt Get Us All Down, But Take Comfort In Me, For I Will Wait With Open Arms And Once Your In Them I Will Hold You Tight, From There You Will Be Able To Hear My Heart And All It's Secrets.
None Of Us Can Change Out Past, Nor Can We Make The Wrongs We Made, Right Again. One Thing We Can Do Is Be True To Ourselves And To Everyone Else. Looking Deeply Into My Own Soul, I See That Most Of My Short Life Has Been Sad And Lonely. Moving From Place To Place, Filling That Emptyness With Many People Who Ment Nothing, But Now Is The Time Were I Want To Change Everything.
No More Will I Fake Being Happy When I Am Sick To My Stomach, Nor Will I Smile When Something Displeases Me. When Someone Makes Fun Of Me I Will Tell Them And If They Continue I Will Distance Myself From Them So I Won't Have To Be Brought Down.
Being Hurt Is Something I've Gotten Used To. More Females I Torn Out My Heart Then I Am Willing To Even Share. But As It Happened With All Of Them, I Did Move On And Heal. Always Looking For Someone Who Wouldn't Shit On Me Anymore. Perhaps I Hurt A Few People Along The Way. But It Wasen't Like I Wasen't Trying To Do The Right Thing.
For I Was Just A Confused And Scared As Everyone Else. And If Someone Would Have Ever Told Me They Loved Me I Would Have For Sure Been Lost. Because I Don't Know Love And I Believe Some People Throw That Word Around To Easily.
My Life Is A Mess, I Have No Real Purpose Right Now, Other Then To Pay Back My Dad For All The Times He Has Saved Me, But Sadly Even As He Helps Me, I Hate Him For The Way My Childhood Went. Moving From Here To There And Back Again. I Feel Like I Have No Home. I Also Believe Part Of The Reason I'm Alone Is Because Of My Dad. Two Reason For That And They Are My Dad's Past Transgressions Have Forced Me To Have Trouble Trusting Anyone, And Second Is Because I Am So Far From Anyone That Having A Healthy Relationship Is Murder On The Other Person Cause I'm Never Around.
But There Is Hope Because I Have Seen A Few People Make Those Sort Of Things Work.
Perhaps I Am Just Crazy But I Want To Have My Way And I Am Threw Trying To Tip Toe Around.
So My Offer Is As I Already Told You And When Ever You Are Ready, My Trust And Truth, As Well As My Honor, My Duty, And My Loyalty Are Your For The Taking.
Please Don't Listen To Anyone But Your Head And Your Heart.
But All Those Voices Are Just Trying To Hold You Down So You Will Be Miseralbe As Well...