In an car, underwater with time to kill

Nov 16, 2006 23:22

So, work has been so slow lately. I went from at least getting 90 to 110 hours every weeks to like 60 to 70. It sucks... because it also means that my commission goes down. Every thing is still working out though. At least im almost done paying off most of my credit cards. Tomorrow i should be working a full day, so hopefully its a sign that things will speed up. Dont get me wrong, i love not having to go to work, and being able to spend time with Morgan, but we need money too.
Morgan and I are finally finishing Nip/Tuck season 1 and are going to start season 2 tonight. I love these nights when we just sit on the couch and watch tv. Absolutely no worries... pure bliss. Yesterday was 5 months for us. Its seems crazy that we've been together that long. Ive never lived with anyone before, but now i couldnt imagine going to bed alone every night. Shes now been here for 155 nights. Only been away from me for 1 night. I feel really bad though lately. Things havent been going like i wish they would lately, and i know its my fault. Morgan would do anything for me, as i would for her, but lately she thinks that i dont love her as much as i say i do. I completely do, but i can see why she says that. I havent been myself lately and i dont know why. Im going to do everything that i can try and do to make things better though. I would do anything not to lose her though.
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