I do understand what you are saying... and I agree... it will be fine... and things if I can see or not in the end work out for the best in my life and I will have to embrace that...
but I guess there is something in me that will always weep a bit for the things I cant do and be slightly bitter that I can't... even knowing that each generation before me saw even less then I have seen and still I want more... I wonder if its the modern age and the internet that has made us this way...
if you where born years ago .. would you really know of the subway or the Louvre ? to even miss not being able to see them?
I know I am some odd artist that is soooo a product of his generation and life... and not at the same time... but I have to think there is soo much more that we are aware of now not only that its exists but that there is no life time that any of us have in which we have time to see it all.... but there is some odd feeling that still we need to... not all of "us" mind you but still in the end... those that I find interesting do...
I wonder if we have fucked ourselves in the modern age in to knowing too much about what we will never have ... and are we just still just reacting in our anger from this knowledge and our understanding of ourselves... in just different ways... both personally and globally....
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I do understand what you are saying... and I agree... it will be fine... and things if I can see or not in the end work out for the best in my life and I will have to embrace that...
but I guess there is something in me that will always weep a bit for the things I cant do and be slightly bitter that I can't... even knowing that each generation before me saw even less then I have seen and still I want more... I wonder if its the modern age and the internet that has made us this way...
if you where born years ago .. would you really know of the subway or the Louvre ? to even miss not being able to see them?
I know I am some odd artist that is soooo a product of his generation and life... and not at the same time... but I have to think there is soo much more that we are aware of now not only that its exists but that there is no life time that any of us have in which we have time to see it all.... but there is some odd feeling that still we need to... not all of "us" mind you but still in the end... those that I find interesting do...
I wonder if we have fucked ourselves in the modern age in to knowing too much about what we will never have ... and are we just still just reacting in our anger from this knowledge and our understanding of ourselves... in just different ways... both personally and globally....
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