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I got a B on both of the exams I thought so assuredly that I had A's on. There's no earthly reason I should be getting anything but straight A's this semester, and it really, really makes me so angry at myself that I was completely capable of doing better and i just plain didn't. Well, that's not going to happen again.
Besides, I figure it's a good time to drown myself in school work as will distract me from certain things i am currently withdrawn from (well, withdrawn from me) for the time being (take that however you want to). But I have found that I like studying and actually learning about things that I didn't know anything about before, and getting good grades is going to make me feel like I'm actually moving forward, meaning that I feel like I'm standing in the same place without being sure of what my major is.
In the meantime, my dreams are getting weirder and weirder. i weirder a word?
Oh, and I might join men's crew.
Besides, I figure it's a good time to drown myself in school work as will distract me from certain things i am currently withdrawn from (well, withdrawn from me) for the time being (take that however you want to). But I have found that I like studying and actually learning about things that I didn't know anything about before, and getting good grades is going to make me feel like I'm actually moving forward, meaning that I feel like I'm standing in the same place without being sure of what my major is.
In the meantime, my dreams are getting weirder and weirder. i weirder a word?
Oh, and I might join men's crew.