Jun 17, 2005 13:09
A good bit of stuff has changed in the past month. I've spent some time at my place in California with Rus, just hanging out and showing him the good times of the place. Went to Montreal and Michigan for a few days on my own. Then Rus & I went to Tampa for a few days, for the anniversary of our win. I had hoped more of the guys would have been there but that wasn't the case. I did get to see Cibby and Bacon for a little bit so that was good. Bacon has gotten so big but is still the adorable pup. After that was back to California for a bit before heading into Canada, which is where I am now. I'm in a smallish town, enjoying the company and scenery.
I suspect the majority of you that would be interested in knowing, are already aware that things are done with Marc-Andre. There was a lot of back and forth and miscommunication going on between us. I can't say there is anyone to blame more than the other, it just is and it's for the best. He can be a lot happier exploring and doing things on his own without someone to worry about hurting.
I'm on to something more sound, less flighty, and someone wanting what I want. Something I've wanted for a long while now. I always enjoy getting to know someone on more and deeper levels. I'm gaining insight to someone dear to me and evolving things as they come. No hiding behind silence or avoiding subjects. I'm helping him open up and he's helping me not worry so much.
To wrap things up, all is well and I am happy. That's your update.