penis.
i went to the doctor today...who im pretty well convinced doesnt know anything anymore b/c my stomachs getting worse and all he tells me is to stay on the meds--oh THANKS, seeing as it was supposed to start getting better a week ago. w/e screw him hes old and dumb apparently.
so i was supposed to go to dinner w/ grammy and poppy tonight, but they didnt want to go out in the rain/ice..sooooooo we're going tomorrow. woohoo.
my homeschooling cd's and book came today, so that should be interesting actually having to DO something during the day. oh well its really easy so far ive already done like a weeks work just tonight. ((simple--just the way i like things to be.))
i think i get to hang out w/ celiaaaa this weekend, which pretty much kicks everything elses ass, why? b/c its celia duhhh. so thats probly saturday. oh yay! luminaries are sat night..and i think weenie ((stis)) is coming over to look at them w/ probly me and matt and now maybe celia--woohoo party at brightmoor everyone come!! oh yes and brett might "walk" with us, so that will be good to see him too since he never comes to visit me anymore. :-( oh well... ♥ to all of them.
ive had major issues sleeping lately..i cant sleep for more than like an hour-2 at a time without waking up..and last night i got hardly 5 hours of sleep. i dont have an appetite anymore either and ive lost 9 lbs already in the past month--which is good, im not complaining b/c i have to loose weight for modeling anywho. so i guess thats all kinda good except the whole sleeping thing, thats just GAYYY.
i think my BESTESTEST friend kara beaver is coming up over xmas break and i CANT WAIT! b/c she hasnt been up since summer and i miss her more than we love cheese ((and u have NOOOOO clue how much that is...its not countable<--gayy)) so anyway that should be exciting and hopefully she'll have her car by then!! yay!!
so i sent that cool kid dale "freaking" spilker a letter the other day and i think him and justin are sending me one back with pretty much anything and everything imaginable in it...but hey that makes for more exciting of a letter than ANY of u have ever gotten and that garunteed!!
so uhh my parents are still not talking/fighting b/c theyre stupid and gay and retarted ((ok only one of them..the one that has the weird name, yes, cuthbert)) it really sucks growing up with fighting parents...then having your parents fight AGAIN after theyre remarried and are supposed to be happy. i guess nothing ever quite like it seems, huh. i just miss having a normal life w/ my mom...altho i guess it wasnt ever really normal. and im gonna shut up now b/c im making no sense.
alright so its almost xmas...9 days and counting bitchessssssss! i hope i get lots of money so i can go shopping..and get my nails done b/c they need it desperately. and im getting a camera i picked out from grammy and poppy--yay! so i think im gonna sell mine on e-bay...so if anyone who is reading this happens to want a perfectly good digital camera for a/b $85 or so..PLEASE let me know. k? thanks!
alright well i think im gonna try and go to sleep b/c its like 1 am and i didnt go to sleep till 5 15 last night. not sleeping sucks a huge penis yall. and oh man i cant wait to go bad to cds ((haha, i guess the huge penis thing made me think of it, beats me)) and be w/ everyone and have a laptop again--woo! the excitement!
k well sleep tight children. ill be back...sometime soon.
and HOLY CRAP DO I MISS BROOKIE...shes not coming back for another like 3-4 days and i miss her sooooooo much. lifes boring w/o that little niggerface.
im out like a fat kid in dodgeball...much ♥ yall!
<33 alexx
ps--please keep me and my family in your prayers. :-)
so i was supposed to go to dinner w/ grammy and poppy tonight, but they didnt want to go out in the rain/ice..sooooooo we're going tomorrow. woohoo.
my homeschooling cd's and book came today, so that should be interesting actually having to DO something during the day. oh well its really easy so far ive already done like a weeks work just tonight. ((simple--just the way i like things to be.))
i think i get to hang out w/ celiaaaa this weekend, which pretty much kicks everything elses ass, why? b/c its celia duhhh. so thats probly saturday. oh yay! luminaries are sat night..and i think weenie ((stis)) is coming over to look at them w/ probly me and matt and now maybe celia--woohoo party at brightmoor everyone come!! oh yes and brett might "walk" with us, so that will be good to see him too since he never comes to visit me anymore. :-( oh well... ♥ to all of them.
ive had major issues sleeping lately..i cant sleep for more than like an hour-2 at a time without waking up..and last night i got hardly 5 hours of sleep. i dont have an appetite anymore either and ive lost 9 lbs already in the past month--which is good, im not complaining b/c i have to loose weight for modeling anywho. so i guess thats all kinda good except the whole sleeping thing, thats just GAYYY.
i think my BESTESTEST friend kara beaver is coming up over xmas break and i CANT WAIT! b/c she hasnt been up since summer and i miss her more than we love cheese ((and u have NOOOOO clue how much that is...its not countable<--gayy)) so anyway that should be exciting and hopefully she'll have her car by then!! yay!!
so i sent that cool kid dale "freaking" spilker a letter the other day and i think him and justin are sending me one back with pretty much anything and everything imaginable in it...but hey that makes for more exciting of a letter than ANY of u have ever gotten and that garunteed!!
so uhh my parents are still not talking/fighting b/c theyre stupid and gay and retarted ((ok only one of them..the one that has the weird name, yes, cuthbert)) it really sucks growing up with fighting parents...then having your parents fight AGAIN after theyre remarried and are supposed to be happy. i guess nothing ever quite like it seems, huh. i just miss having a normal life w/ my mom...altho i guess it wasnt ever really normal. and im gonna shut up now b/c im making no sense.
alright so its almost xmas...9 days and counting bitchessssssss! i hope i get lots of money so i can go shopping..and get my nails done b/c they need it desperately. and im getting a camera i picked out from grammy and poppy--yay! so i think im gonna sell mine on e-bay...so if anyone who is reading this happens to want a perfectly good digital camera for a/b $85 or so..PLEASE let me know. k? thanks!
alright well i think im gonna try and go to sleep b/c its like 1 am and i didnt go to sleep till 5 15 last night. not sleeping sucks a huge penis yall. and oh man i cant wait to go bad to cds ((haha, i guess the huge penis thing made me think of it, beats me)) and be w/ everyone and have a laptop again--woo! the excitement!
k well sleep tight children. ill be back...sometime soon.
and HOLY CRAP DO I MISS BROOKIE...shes not coming back for another like 3-4 days and i miss her sooooooo much. lifes boring w/o that little niggerface.
im out like a fat kid in dodgeball...much ♥ yall!
<33 alexx
ps--please keep me and my family in your prayers. :-)