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blah. is something like wrong with me? i mean come on i havent had a boyfriend since last october. how sad and pathetic is that. how come everybody else has someone exccept me. o well. im used too it. i guess. what guy would go out with me. im ugly and fat. but isnt there at least one guy who doesnt care what i look like. but i dont have a very good personality either? so i guess that doesnt work out either. well i better stop cuz i know im prolly boring everyone. or making them barf. but is it really so bad to want somebody?