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[johncheese_____]

okay okay

so i was kicked out of nsa

yeah....

yeah.

but im allowed back in i just had to sign a contract...

im not that bad am i?

: )

so im going back to school tomorrow

i havnt been able to really sleep

yeah i am dead alseep

but im not sleeping

everythign jsut seems to haunt me

ill lay down and have a thousand thinsg running through my head

IM GOING INSANE

im afraid spenca face (yes were perfectly fine now) may be right...history does repeat itself. i forgot how miserable this makes me. this....

im thinking about dying my hair a darker color...what do you all think? leave the blond behind me?