CRAZY FUCKIGN NGITHS
My supplier got busted.
Nervousness flies threw me....
dont say my name.
dont say MY name.
so im dealing with my supplier (aka my good friend aka my really good friends boyfriend) getting busted and possibly me getting busted when then a bigger sitatuion occurs
im just enjoy my day taking the bus somewhere minding my own buisness.
WHEN one of my most TRUSTED friends gets on. hes with some girl. his new girlfriend. and some guy. jsut some drugy guy. he stops looks at me. "ive been tweeking for three weeks none stop.
were all waiting at the next bus stop. he starts to come DOWN from his "high". so he starts comign down and SHE (the new girlfriend) occuses him of beign "with" me. i guess she was goign to his place to spend the ngiht and then he said she chouldnt anymroe right after he ran into me.
he FLIPS out. hes out of his mind angry at her for NOT trusting him. so he blames me for this.
ME.
he starts throwing shit. and hitting me and kicking me going crazy.
we all get ont he bus i try to get away from him but i cant more of our friends get on they drag me closer to him. his girlfriends starts to cry....I COMFORT HER.
he takes off.
i get a phone call today...soem lady lookign for HIM.
she calls later.... "wheres ****** where the FUCK is HE ...if you dotn tell me im goign to kill you...i will...ill kill you bitch...i know you know where he is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
...all i wanted to do was take the god damn bus.
so i call up ****** but his girlfriend answers...i tell her what happened.
SO im talking to her and i notice my friend ***** is leanign on me...im like get off and i walk away. he falls flat to the ground.
BAM!
i see his head swell the fuck up and hes FUCKIGN bleeding from his mouth...
stupid fuckign drugs. but yet i do them.
in holding him in my lap people are runnign over there
blood . fuckign blood.
he finally wakes up. liek nothing happened.
my mother tells me to fuck off and kathrin and i have to walk home from the fucking mall. 15 miles.
Nervousness flies threw me....
dont say my name.
dont say MY name.
so im dealing with my supplier (aka my good friend aka my really good friends boyfriend) getting busted and possibly me getting busted when then a bigger sitatuion occurs
im just enjoy my day taking the bus somewhere minding my own buisness.
WHEN one of my most TRUSTED friends gets on. hes with some girl. his new girlfriend. and some guy. jsut some drugy guy. he stops looks at me. "ive been tweeking for three weeks none stop.
were all waiting at the next bus stop. he starts to come DOWN from his "high". so he starts comign down and SHE (the new girlfriend) occuses him of beign "with" me. i guess she was goign to his place to spend the ngiht and then he said she chouldnt anymroe right after he ran into me.
he FLIPS out. hes out of his mind angry at her for NOT trusting him. so he blames me for this.
ME.
he starts throwing shit. and hitting me and kicking me going crazy.
we all get ont he bus i try to get away from him but i cant more of our friends get on they drag me closer to him. his girlfriends starts to cry....I COMFORT HER.
he takes off.
i get a phone call today...soem lady lookign for HIM.
she calls later.... "wheres ****** where the FUCK is HE ...if you dotn tell me im goign to kill you...i will...ill kill you bitch...i know you know where he is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
...all i wanted to do was take the god damn bus.
so i call up ****** but his girlfriend answers...i tell her what happened.
SO im talking to her and i notice my friend ***** is leanign on me...im like get off and i walk away. he falls flat to the ground.
BAM!
i see his head swell the fuck up and hes FUCKIGN bleeding from his mouth...
stupid fuckign drugs. but yet i do them.
in holding him in my lap people are runnign over there
blood . fuckign blood.
he finally wakes up. liek nothing happened.
my mother tells me to fuck off and kathrin and i have to walk home from the fucking mall. 15 miles.