it's just the core of the issue that matters
i'm tired for really no reason. i've done absolutely nothing today. not even and good television watching. and i don't think watching "judge judy" counts as being productive.
it's so strange. my brother got all of this porn spyware, trojan crap on our computer. so since he works/drinks late into the night, she's in bed by then. and that's her reason for not confronting him. all she said a couple of days ago was, "david, i hope your werent looking at objectionable material". so now this computer (not my computer) is screwing up. i doubt it's serious, just porn spyware. i just think it's astonishing that my mother refuses to force david to take responsibility for his actions. as i always do, i go to the core of the issue. at that's the core. she never takes responsibility herself and avoids any conflict that may be uncomfortable. granted, she won't mind screaming at me for days and days to clean my room. she's so full of excuses. i told her to tell him to get out the fucking yellow pages and have a professional come and fix the computer and he can pay. she says because she works so often she never gets to see him. this is coming from a woman that works 40 hours a week at a job that involves sitting and speaking to students about printing out schedules, bills, and other paper work.
i honestly believe this is one of the reasons my brothers and sisters (and i) are all fucked up. some more than others. she refuses to do the work of a parent, but expects the respect of one. when steve, paul, and anne were screwing up in school for smoking, skipping classes and other things she blamed it on the school system and said, "i just think they gave up on them.".
alright.
i guess i'm moving out tomorrow. i'm afraid something horribly bad will happen and i'll end up living here for the spring semester.
in happier news. i'm going to new york over spring break. that should be fun. officially i'm checking out the school of the visual arts, but erica and i should be there for 3 to 4 day. i guess i'll have a nice review of hostels in new york when i get back.
it's so strange. my brother got all of this porn spyware, trojan crap on our computer. so since he works/drinks late into the night, she's in bed by then. and that's her reason for not confronting him. all she said a couple of days ago was, "david, i hope your werent looking at objectionable material". so now this computer (not my computer) is screwing up. i doubt it's serious, just porn spyware. i just think it's astonishing that my mother refuses to force david to take responsibility for his actions. as i always do, i go to the core of the issue. at that's the core. she never takes responsibility herself and avoids any conflict that may be uncomfortable. granted, she won't mind screaming at me for days and days to clean my room. she's so full of excuses. i told her to tell him to get out the fucking yellow pages and have a professional come and fix the computer and he can pay. she says because she works so often she never gets to see him. this is coming from a woman that works 40 hours a week at a job that involves sitting and speaking to students about printing out schedules, bills, and other paper work.
i honestly believe this is one of the reasons my brothers and sisters (and i) are all fucked up. some more than others. she refuses to do the work of a parent, but expects the respect of one. when steve, paul, and anne were screwing up in school for smoking, skipping classes and other things she blamed it on the school system and said, "i just think they gave up on them.".
alright.
i guess i'm moving out tomorrow. i'm afraid something horribly bad will happen and i'll end up living here for the spring semester.
in happier news. i'm going to new york over spring break. that should be fun. officially i'm checking out the school of the visual arts, but erica and i should be there for 3 to 4 day. i guess i'll have a nice review of hostels in new york when i get back.