Tonight

[johnandslation]

Tonight was interesting. I was perfectly fine (albeit CONGESTED and slightly ill) until a few hours ago. Now, I'm devastated. On the edge of a breakdown. I need Poe. Like now. Or Russ. That'd be even better. More than anything, I need to cry. A lot. I can't believe he dropped me like that. "Theatre drama" = WTF?!?!? It's his life! It's not like he can decide what he wants to remember of it. Do I really mean that little to him? All the everything I gave him? "You have enough friends and people who love you" also = WTF?!?!? Like that's what it's about? Whatever. That's 2 friends in less than 6 months. How many more? I'm gonna be so paranoid. For a long time. It's gonna be so hard to trust anyone new. Actually, it's more like 3. Wonderful. I needed this. Especially senior year. Thanks, #2 *twinge*. That hurts more than ever now...I don't know if I can do this....Help me deal with this, God...

God bless, and may He grant you REAL friends,
~Bridge~