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I'm still embarrassed about yesterday. I was only too thankful that most of the audience, from what I've heard, didn't realize I forgot a section of the song's words. I was panicking up there, as I said. Those lights shining down on you when you realize you've messed up is enough to stop anyone's mind from functioning but I tried to cover it.
The judges noticed, of course, but luckily some others didn't. I don't even know what else to say, I just can't get off the fact that I forgot the words at this point in the competetion, I was surprised they didn't get on me about it more, they actually acted as though I did well.
I hesitate to even mention the square dancing. I'm just not a dancer, I try and fail but it's fun to attempt. I'm a good dancer in my mind, I just have come to terms that on the outside I'm just not really that much cut out for it. I just wouldn't have survived in Nsync, I guess. And yes, the majority of the time I'm with Matt, he has me in some form of a headlock, my Mom is beginning to be concerned about leaving me alone with him, I'm okay, Mom.
I'm not feeling good about the outcome of my mess up tonight. I can't really say that I think I'm gone after tonight but I wouldn't be surprised to hit bottom 3. I wish everyone tonight good luck, and I hope whomever is moving out tonight finds something to suit them somewhere else, including myself if it ends up being me leaving tonight. I guess that's all, good luck.
The judges noticed, of course, but luckily some others didn't. I don't even know what else to say, I just can't get off the fact that I forgot the words at this point in the competetion, I was surprised they didn't get on me about it more, they actually acted as though I did well.
I hesitate to even mention the square dancing. I'm just not a dancer, I try and fail but it's fun to attempt. I'm a good dancer in my mind, I just have come to terms that on the outside I'm just not really that much cut out for it. I just wouldn't have survived in Nsync, I guess. And yes, the majority of the time I'm with Matt, he has me in some form of a headlock, my Mom is beginning to be concerned about leaving me alone with him, I'm okay, Mom.
I'm not feeling good about the outcome of my mess up tonight. I can't really say that I think I'm gone after tonight but I wouldn't be surprised to hit bottom 3. I wish everyone tonight good luck, and I hope whomever is moving out tonight finds something to suit them somewhere else, including myself if it ends up being me leaving tonight. I guess that's all, good luck.