Mar 03, 2004 21:45
God, I don't even know what to say. Wow is all I keep saying.
I was going to write last night after the show about my worries but something told me to skip it and just keep my hopes as they were, high.
Last night I was sort of worried I blew it when the judges told me they weren't feeling it. I don't want to sound like an egomanic but I thought I did well. I was also sort of confused when they said they wanted me to do Dean Martin when last time I preformed to them they said they wanted me to do more pop, gah. It's just hard to please everyone so I just picked what I thought would be a hit. Last night I wasn't so sure I made the right choice but I stood by it.
Tonight, totally different ball game, man. Even the judges seemed to have changed their opinion of my preformance last night. I was told I didn't appear surprised when I was told I was the highest voted of the night but believe me, I was. I knew I had some fans floating around out there, but being the highest voted? Wow, I'm speechless. I'm even more speechless and sort of in shock I'm moving on.
Ryan asked if I'm ever nervous. I said I wasn't. I'll admit during the keeping of this journal, you may see otherwise.
Congratulations to my girl Jasmine, hi. :D And to all of those who are going through to Wildcard, I'm glad to see some of you back and good luck to all of you.