couples_therapy 35.3 - Unexpected

[john_movinon]

3. Have you ever developed romantic feelings for someone who you didn't expect to?

Yes.

For Douglas Ramsey.

And then for Jean-Paul Beaubier.

Comments

[doug_ramsey]

We are pretty awesome.

It's weird to think how much we've grown up over the last 18 months. JP too, I think.

[john_movinon]

Fucking right you are.

I think you guys have, a lot. I think I've... changed. I don't know if it's any more grown up then before, though. Sometimes I think I'm going backwards.

[doug_ramsey]

You've done a lot of hard things, J. Leaving the Brotherhood. The Death March. Founding the shelter. That's not going backwards.

[john_movinon]

Yeah, I guess I've done some hard stuff. But I used to be different. I used to know exactly who I was, what I wanted. I had conviction, and loyalty, and I knew what I was doing in life. I was confident and sure of myself.

Now I have no fucking clue. I'm none of that.

[doug_ramsey]

Yeah. I think that's called growing up.

[john_movinon]

Um, okay. If you say so.

[doug_ramsey]

I don't know. You've coped with a lot of tough stuff, Jeep.

[doug_ramsey]

Everyone else doing it too doesn't mean you're immature.

[doug_ramsey]

You're Steve McQueen!

[john_movinon]

I didn't mean it in a bad way.

[john_movinon]

Ok.