Jun 26, 2004 01:02
I should never complain. I have no right to. I just watched Schindler's List. If you haven't seen it, I recommend it. I should be thankful I am not living in Germany in the early 1940's. I'd be fucking dead. I would have been shot, or murdered, or been sent to work in a concentration camp. For those of you who don't know, yes I am Jewish. I don't say I am because I don't believe in it. But my family is Jewish( except for my grandma). I am made up German Jewish, Russian Jewish, Hungarian Jewish, and Spanish Catholic. But I am a Jew. Fuck anyone who has a problem with that. What a great world it would be if we could all accept eachother.
I realize how small my problems are, and everyone elses. " This person doesn't like me", " I got an F on a test." " My dad won't buy me this and that." At least your not being dragged out of your home to a concentration camp and being shot in the head for being lazy( which would have happened to me!). You need to realize that your problems are so small. You are just another brick in the wall. Thats how life is lived. You are born, you grow up. Shit happens, but you learn from it. You get a job, make a living, and then you die. If you are lucky! Don't anyone call me anymore and complain about little stupid things anymore. We all have problems, we all have issues, and it all depends on how you deal with them. Alot of bad things have happened to me, and I chose not to care. and I feel great! I have had a great week, because I am letting myself have a great week.
I know there is probably no one reading this, but if you are, take me seriously. I have a feeling this is a last entry, but I've said that before. But I have realized how no one wants to hear about my life. and if you want to hear about it, call me, be my friend. I need more friends. please, if you want to know about me ask. I am willing to share.
Well I should stop before I take up too much room. I can't go to sleep, so I will probably stay up late. like 5 or something. thats it