Why Me
Why Me? Why am I always being judged or picked on? Why dont people just get to know me before they judge me? I dont know what I ever did to people! I just want to be able to know that there is someone out there for me who likes me for me. I just dont understand why people judge you before they get to know you. It pisses me off to know end. I told this guy I liked him and he still hasnt emailed me back. If he doesnt like me for who I am then thats down right low. But knowing me I will still talk to him. Hopefully people will not judge me. I just want to know why me why is it always me? Nobody really knows what my life is really like. I sometimes dont know what to do and I try not to take it out on anybody else but it sometimes dosent work and I can end up yelling at myself thinking that things are my fault. I sometimes wonder if I werent here then maybe things would be better, but then i look at it and realize that things just happen for a reason that cant be explained. Some things just happen to teach us a lesson. Some things you may never figure out. I also know that I have friends here who care about who I am and dont judge me by the way I look. I just wish people could get to know me before they judge me. But I still wonder WHY ME WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ME???? Maybe one day I will figure it out and be happy instead of crying every night. Maybe one day I will be happy with what I have and what I look like. Maybe one day my prince charming will come along. But for now I guess I am just gunna have to wait. I dont know how much longer I can wait, But hopefully it wont be too much longer. Till then I am still gunna sit here and wonder why me? Why is it always ME?? Hopefully one day that question will be answered and I will be happy and wont have to worry about anything. I dont want to care what people think of me anymore. I just want to be happy. I always try to live life to the fullest because you only get one life. I always try to cheer myself up when I get down or when life gets me down. But like I said I am still gunna wonder why its alwyas ME?!?!???