Nov 26, 2007 23:10
"Do you have time for a depressing story?"
"yea, you wanna come inside?"
"So three guesses"
"Either someone's dead, I've left something with you or you wanna date me"
"yea, you know that day my car broke down? I meant to ask you out"
"She was asking if that had been a date"
"I don't know what you and him having going on, but I usually don't care about anything"
"yea I wasn't sure if you saw that and that was why you didn't talk to me for like a week"
"I was sick"
"then I just thought everything was fine and we were ok"
"yea, I've been thinking about telling you for a while but I felt like out of principle I should let you know"
"I didn't think I was being overly flirtatious at any point but do you want me to stop getting rides from you or hanging out or something"
"I don't expect you to do anything"
"then this all seems a little weird, where's the depressing part in this, it seems mostly just fact, or warning"
"well I told you ow I usually don't care about anyone"
"is that in referrence to him and how it's not changing your mind, how it won't stop you from touching me or how you usually don't like people"
"yea, this has never really happened before"
"ok it's more of you not knowing how to deal with it"
"yea"
"this may sound like a dumb question but what's your relationship record look like"
-O-
"that's what I thought, we're coming from two completly different places. Not to say anything is wrong with that in and of itself, but you've had none and I've had 9. I'm just trying to make it practicle, you know where it leads, usually to naked. You're 22, you know where it goes, even if you haven't put it there yet"
Oh baby when the sun goes down
my mind could freeze an ocean
oh baby when the sun goes down
I could set the plains on fire
my world I've made it up of games
but outside it won't stop the rain
reality is smoking me and out of it you're all I see
since when was I human
since when did I care
I'm new to this game
I was never prepared
but you're what I want
and that's what's clear