Is there any love out there, let me know

[john311]

I was just looking back through my livejournal to try to find a link that I had posted to an article about toy instruments that Matt Mahaffey from Self used on their 2000 album Gizmodgery and holy shit, there are some really emo posts. I don't really regret it though because those feelings and those thoughts were what I was having at the time, its kinda cool that they're captured. It's weird being an emotionally stunted immature guy. Most of the time now I just sleep or just try to deal with stuff or whatever.

I worked on my resume tonight, refining it, at least structurally and organizationally. But other than that I am feeling somewhat uninspired right now. I need some inspiration or motivation.