Today is going to be memorable for the rest of my life
The most wonderful thing to happen to me happened this evening. I never expected it nor did I look for it. I was wrapped in the feeling of apprehension and fear....that naught would come of it all . Until those words were spoken. Words that mean so much and that have cost me so much. Yet they came without so much as a warning. Said with conviction and with sincererity. A word not well used in my own vocabulary or spoken aloud much. Something that I felt for years was beyond me . A thing I was wholly unworthy of. Yet today , this wonderful day, it was said to me and I believed it. I reel from the shock .....unable to really feel anything beyond a sense of disbelief. I am beyond words....and beyond emotion right now.