Gloomy
Here I sit at 11:09 p.m. in a complete state of depression. Nearly two years ago I was very happy. I was excited about life and looking forward to the future. Now I can only sit about wondering about the mistakes I have made. All i wish I could do right now is run away. At this very moment. If I had five hundred dollars I would just jet. I would just go back home. But I don't. I just have no idea what the next day will bring for me. Like I don't already know I will wake up, see Brandon off to work and sit about bored trying desperately to keep myself occupied so I wont think about things. I am just really alone again here and the worst part of it is I have no way out of it any time soon. Someone , anyone please just take me away from here. Now.