shit its been awhile
So the way it goes:
I have been doing better in school then i ever have in my life. which is pretty sweet.
not so sweet is that this is my last year, which makes me sad, the majority of those friends an ppl that i have met are now on to the next stage of their education or on with the actuallity of not being safely with in the confines of an education system and are now in the thick of the rat race. This is what is very rapidly approching(sp) me which is making me think of having to pay back all this money that i have been borrowing from this program called OSAP. there are some benifits to my situation however there are also negative, such that i have to pay all this money back which will occupy a good 15 years of interest payment and a years of trying to pay this down.
Good news on the beginnings of life is that i have decided to live in peterborough for a year to learn what the real world is more or less like. Im not saying peterborough is a placfe to see the real world but there are the parts of it, like learning to finacially plan for my future and living on my own with all the hastles of what the world is like. I have some really awsome people im moving in with including Meagan which will be amazing.
THis move to peterborough will be awsome for other reasons too like finally leaving my mother behind and not have to listen to the way she wishes me to live my life. sad that it is taken me 23 years to do this but this is where it has to be done and whith what better people then Graham, Josh and Meagan. We found a place that is probally closer in proximity to downtown and pretty much cheeper then any other place i have lived. not necessarily nicer then where i am now, but it is still a truly great set up. i will miss Paul and Shelby very much so they are increadible room mates and this house is actually a house.
I can think of much else to say other then the whole, my life is starting to take shape im beginning to think of the situation i will face and solutions to them now rather then waiting for them to creep up on me with the obvious panic that comes with that. Its pretty intense but alot of fun at the same time. i feel more responable and mature all ready. what a puzzling thought.
-karl-
I have been doing better in school then i ever have in my life. which is pretty sweet.
not so sweet is that this is my last year, which makes me sad, the majority of those friends an ppl that i have met are now on to the next stage of their education or on with the actuallity of not being safely with in the confines of an education system and are now in the thick of the rat race. This is what is very rapidly approching(sp) me which is making me think of having to pay back all this money that i have been borrowing from this program called OSAP. there are some benifits to my situation however there are also negative, such that i have to pay all this money back which will occupy a good 15 years of interest payment and a years of trying to pay this down.
Good news on the beginnings of life is that i have decided to live in peterborough for a year to learn what the real world is more or less like. Im not saying peterborough is a placfe to see the real world but there are the parts of it, like learning to finacially plan for my future and living on my own with all the hastles of what the world is like. I have some really awsome people im moving in with including Meagan which will be amazing.
THis move to peterborough will be awsome for other reasons too like finally leaving my mother behind and not have to listen to the way she wishes me to live my life. sad that it is taken me 23 years to do this but this is where it has to be done and whith what better people then Graham, Josh and Meagan. We found a place that is probally closer in proximity to downtown and pretty much cheeper then any other place i have lived. not necessarily nicer then where i am now, but it is still a truly great set up. i will miss Paul and Shelby very much so they are increadible room mates and this house is actually a house.
I can think of much else to say other then the whole, my life is starting to take shape im beginning to think of the situation i will face and solutions to them now rather then waiting for them to creep up on me with the obvious panic that comes with that. Its pretty intense but alot of fun at the same time. i feel more responable and mature all ready. what a puzzling thought.
-karl-