Sep 07, 2006 20:57
I've lost my way.
I've lost my way, but I will go on until the end.
Living is hard enough
Without you fucking up.
GOD DAMNIT, you know just when I thought that life couldn't get any fucking worse it fucking does. Along with having to help kate, I now have to find some fucking way to get into the fucking townhome which me and bob planed on moving into, but now he got a phone call from the damn army and now he is going to go into the fucking army reserves... FUCK!!!! This is bullshit. What am I suppose to do... all my friends have gone or is going into military. Yeah I thought about it, but I was really going to use it as a last resort because well Bob was going to use it as a last resort and I have found " a job " that could have me earning as much or more then the military. But what good is that shit going to do me... I mean yeah it would be nice but not as nice if I don't have any of my friends around. Fuck.... I just don't know. I don't give a fuck anymore. Why should I care.. Why I make plans and they just get fucked up... so yeah... Not like any of you fucking care... no one reads my shit... SO YEAH....
Put me to sleep evil angel.
Open your wings evil angel.
I'm a believer,
Nothing could be worse,
All these imaginary friends.
Hiding betrayal,
Driving the nail,
Hoping to find a savior.
No, don't
Leave me to die here,
Help me survive here.
Alone, don't
Surrender, surrender.
Oh.
Fly over me evil angel.
Why can't I breathe evil angel?