I'm on the brink of leaving my familiar surroundings and moving to a new area and there I shall need to adapt once more and make things mine again. The closer it gets, the harder and heavier the feeling becomes. I'm trying not to show, but I feel I'm getting more and easier annoyed by the weight on my shoulders.. But it'll fade, just a few more days..
And yes, I know I will probably miss more then I want to believe and that adapting won't be as easy in my head as might be expected from me, but I'll try. I'm trying and fighting for it. As I always do. Or have to.
I'll be glad to lose the weight..
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