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Maria Mena "sorry"
Vauge sound of rain
pierces through my song again
but I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays
so I let it burn
I just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water
And call him up for more
And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too
He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
so sorry
This almost captures the pain of yesterday, but in less poetic terms and I didnt love him, but he really broke my love for our friendship. He acted like he liked me, then had an ephiphany that he was just coasting and really didnt think of me more than a friend. So he just dropped me through a series of text messages. I went to his place last night trying to get some understanding. I ended up scolding him and he was so ashamed of himself I think he could have almost cried, but he never cries. I think he was being silly when he thought everything could go back to normal and silly and I could just come over and not want to do anything with physical with him and have no feelings for him.
I learned a great lesson. Just b/c a guy is 2 years older does not give him any further maturity. And next time be more wary and have a "talk" before anything happens again. There is something useful to DTR afterall.....
Other than that, Im really pissed off and if any boy tries anything with me for the remainder of the year he's going to see a Jenn Van Hattinga ;).
Vauge sound of rain
pierces through my song again
but I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays
so I let it burn
I just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water
And call him up for more
And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too
He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
so sorry
This almost captures the pain of yesterday, but in less poetic terms and I didnt love him, but he really broke my love for our friendship. He acted like he liked me, then had an ephiphany that he was just coasting and really didnt think of me more than a friend. So he just dropped me through a series of text messages. I went to his place last night trying to get some understanding. I ended up scolding him and he was so ashamed of himself I think he could have almost cried, but he never cries. I think he was being silly when he thought everything could go back to normal and silly and I could just come over and not want to do anything with physical with him and have no feelings for him.
I learned a great lesson. Just b/c a guy is 2 years older does not give him any further maturity. And next time be more wary and have a "talk" before anything happens again. There is something useful to DTR afterall.....
Other than that, Im really pissed off and if any boy tries anything with me for the remainder of the year he's going to see a Jenn Van Hattinga ;).