∑ Summation; Summary ∑
I think that I've come to terms with many things in this semester.
I've learnt that it's ok to be mediocre and that all that matters is that you put in your best and give your everything. And if you eventually fail your expectations, then it's really alright because you'll know that you've given it your best shot and that the only thing that you can do is to continue to work harder. But just make sure that it's really your best, and you should not delude or deceive yourself because when that happens, you really are helpless.
I was a lot more involved in hall activities and I was more friendly in school and I think it was because I got past my stupid best friend issue and slowly opened up to the people around me. I enjoyed myself a whole lot more than before. I scorned less at people and stopped looking down on everyone that I didn't see eye to eye with. Haha ok I need to stop making myself sound like an angel o:) Anyway, I really enjoyed this term in NUS and in Eusoff. I liked the modules I read and I like the people around me. Haha and umm the people I don't like? Omg I just think in my mind 'go fuck yourself'. Ok angel image gone.
I still haven't sorted out my thoughts about my major decision but I am already slanting towards one side. I feel that it is making me a better person and it makes me want to be a better person. And aiya I just feel that I am increasingly sensitive to the people around me, more than ever. I mean I was always sensitive, I just didn't care about what others felt. But now, haha actualy, I still don't care, but I make it a point not to verbalise it. Back to the point, I think I have what it takes and I really hope that I will eventually take a leap of faith instead of being a scarly cat meow.
Right now I'm stuck with orientation planning. Just finished a 3d camp recently and we're on hiatus for 2 weeks, which isn't really that long. Come to think of it, ehoc really isn't that bad. The other programmers are really nice (generally) and seeing how happy people get warms me. It's realy ironic how I thought that camps were stupid when I was a freshman and now? I'm planning camps/orienation. Mmmm interesting ya. And coming up is psychology placement test. I'll take it to open my doors la hor. So it means that I have to start studying now. That's extremely dreadful considering I've spent 1 month holidaying. No more momentum for studies.
I've learnt that it's ok to be mediocre and that all that matters is that you put in your best and give your everything. And if you eventually fail your expectations, then it's really alright because you'll know that you've given it your best shot and that the only thing that you can do is to continue to work harder. But just make sure that it's really your best, and you should not delude or deceive yourself because when that happens, you really are helpless.
I was a lot more involved in hall activities and I was more friendly in school and I think it was because I got past my stupid best friend issue and slowly opened up to the people around me. I enjoyed myself a whole lot more than before. I scorned less at people and stopped looking down on everyone that I didn't see eye to eye with. Haha ok I need to stop making myself sound like an angel o:) Anyway, I really enjoyed this term in NUS and in Eusoff. I liked the modules I read and I like the people around me. Haha and umm the people I don't like? Omg I just think in my mind 'go fuck yourself'. Ok angel image gone.
I still haven't sorted out my thoughts about my major decision but I am already slanting towards one side. I feel that it is making me a better person and it makes me want to be a better person. And aiya I just feel that I am increasingly sensitive to the people around me, more than ever. I mean I was always sensitive, I just didn't care about what others felt. But now, haha actualy, I still don't care, but I make it a point not to verbalise it. Back to the point, I think I have what it takes and I really hope that I will eventually take a leap of faith instead of being a scarly cat meow.
Right now I'm stuck with orientation planning. Just finished a 3d camp recently and we're on hiatus for 2 weeks, which isn't really that long. Come to think of it, ehoc really isn't that bad. The other programmers are really nice (generally) and seeing how happy people get warms me. It's realy ironic how I thought that camps were stupid when I was a freshman and now? I'm planning camps/orienation. Mmmm interesting ya. And coming up is psychology placement test. I'll take it to open my doors la hor. So it means that I have to start studying now. That's extremely dreadful considering I've spent 1 month holidaying. No more momentum for studies.