*blerg*
Whatever was happened with my throat yesterday is asserting itself in to a head cold from what I can tell.
Coughing, low-grade fever sweats, runny nose, one nostril blocked...all my [sarcasm]favorite[/sarcasm] things.
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Despite the head cold, I am feeling a touch brighter in spirit. I think I have to come to the realization that March will be a tough month for me. The 14th is my gallbladder's birthday (it'll be 16 this year) and the 24th is the day my mother slipped her mortal coil succumbing to cancer.
I don't like being moody and pensive and dour. More often than not I can determine what triggers those cycles in me as well (part of that analytical thinking Libras are purportedly good at).
What's getting to me more and more I think is that I really do not have anyone "of my own" to share myself with...the good and the bad...through thick and thin. My hidden fear of growing old alone is seeming more and more real as time passes.
Coughing, low-grade fever sweats, runny nose, one nostril blocked...all my [sarcasm]favorite[/sarcasm] things.
= = = = =
Despite the head cold, I am feeling a touch brighter in spirit. I think I have to come to the realization that March will be a tough month for me. The 14th is my gallbladder's birthday (it'll be 16 this year) and the 24th is the day my mother slipped her mortal coil succumbing to cancer.
I don't like being moody and pensive and dour. More often than not I can determine what triggers those cycles in me as well (part of that analytical thinking Libras are purportedly good at).
What's getting to me more and more I think is that I really do not have anyone "of my own" to share myself with...the good and the bad...through thick and thin. My hidden fear of growing old alone is seeming more and more real as time passes.