anywhichway
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Originally uploaded by joeysneddon. i said some harsh things about tim before -and whilst i was being honest, it's only now that i actually start to miss him.. sllightly.
he was different, and all the guys i've met since don't seem as legendary as him. I didn't get the cahnce to fall inlove with tim , or even really get to like him. Thats a shame. He didn't get to know me either, which leaves me a bit bitter.
if he knew i liked him i can predictt how he'd react... he's one stubborn guy. One stubborn guy, indeed. I didn't feel comfortable around him when i dated him because - if you ever meet him - he's awkward and tense. i felt i had to be what i thought he wanted me to be so i became some plae imatation of dullness. I kinda would've liked to have met him again just to show him what i'm ACTUALLy like. but, he won't. He wouldn't. he's.. trying to find something, amidst a storm admittedly, and what that is he doesn't know... i don't think he'd like the actual me anyway - i'm too loud whereas he's too quiet, i'm outspoken whereas he's polite and well mannered, i'm camp whereas he's straight as a dime (gettit??!) No, i think i'd overpower him - which is why i became pale in the first place.
anyway, i have a new date.. two infact!
kinda have to be me for those
joey