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Well hello again everything was going ok for me but now.. some thing came up me and james are doing ok..but im scared of commentment again...but thats not what came up..i finally got rid of joey and now he had some girl named ashley call me and tell me he'll see me at school & that hes coming back to this school and he wants to be friends...im scared to death of him and its like now that everything is just starting to go good for me now he has to come and ruin it for me ... even if he doesnt give me an attitude just having to look at his face everyday is ganna bring back all of those painful memories and make me remeber all the times we were together...im hating this i wish i could just go to a different schoool i dont know what to do..help would be nice..if any one knows? I still love him and i dont want to fall in love with him all over agian and not b ok agian!! im, worryed!!