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im at work right now and i feel like shit
my father is embarrassed by me, called me a freak show and to get out of his sight.
all because of me getting my knuckles tattooed.
i guess he always thought i was a freak show because of my tattoos and piercings and stretched ears, but the knuckle tattoo made him not hold back about it anymore.
along with that, he decided to stop paying for guitar lessons and the other couple things he paid for me to do.
after all those talks and times of him saying he will love me no matter how i look or do to myself, but i guess that was only half true.
he cares more about his reputation and the way i do things reflects on him. Yes im sure hes just more concerned about me and whats me to be successful, but id rather just have him accept me.
my father is embarrassed by me, called me a freak show and to get out of his sight.
all because of me getting my knuckles tattooed.
i guess he always thought i was a freak show because of my tattoos and piercings and stretched ears, but the knuckle tattoo made him not hold back about it anymore.
along with that, he decided to stop paying for guitar lessons and the other couple things he paid for me to do.
after all those talks and times of him saying he will love me no matter how i look or do to myself, but i guess that was only half true.
he cares more about his reputation and the way i do things reflects on him. Yes im sure hes just more concerned about me and whats me to be successful, but id rather just have him accept me.