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Well I haven't really done anything since last time I wrote in here. I've gone to school and thats about it. I didn't have to work today or tomorrow. So I just sit at home and try to find something to do. I slept today and have to go to the tanning bed tonight at 9:30.. After school I talked to Joey and he make me feel like shit and I cried my eyes. I seriously just wanted to die, Thats how bad he hurt me. I honestlt had my sefl convinced that everything would be so much better if I wansn't around. And maybe things would be, I dunno.. But I just wanted to die. I love that boy so much and he just can't even see that. ANd I wish he would cause some of the things he says to me just makes me feel like shit and wanna die. And he wonders why I'm always in a bad mood. I dunno.. I guess I'm gonna go.. I might write again later..