Aug 03, 2005 18:16
well it has been pretty hectic over the last few days...
lets see umm, oh yeah yesterday was my parents eigth year anniversary, then i get a call from my step mom that a friend of the familt has just killed himself..see him and his wife were very happy...and she got cancer, and he said that if anythinf ever happend to her that he would kill himself,and sure enought her cancer got to a bad point and she was too weak to fight it, so unfortunately she died,and it has been a few months since then, and he couldnt take it,he couldnt be without her any longer and he killed himself....i was pretty sad you kno he was a great guy ...she was also a great woman, so in less than a few monthes i have lost the most wonderful people i have ever met...well its pretty devistating.
well today is mine and joeys ten monthe annivarsary...and i waited to see him until 3 because he had practice, then he had to go to work at 4 and that made me so mad!so i got to see him for an hour out of 24 in a day..on our ANNIVERSARY! ooh i am so pissed! i dont see how he couldnt atleast take off or something!.....and to top it all off tomorrow is my dads b-day and i have no way to go and get him a card or a gift! I have not had a good last few days...and on top of that we have been arguing right and left...over stupid shit, like the day before yesterday...we were talking about clothes and he said that i would look hot with this certain type of fabric on and then i said that i diddnt like that kind of fabric and he got all pissed off because of that and im sure you would agree that that was so fucking stupid on his part...
well im gonna go...we are goin to play monopoly I lost...
love always- heather*