deAr EluSivE,
it is only you that makes my thirst deep and trying. I hide from those grasping eyes as my punishment awaits for locking onto them in the form of your fury. I run from your arms as they can entangle me in an intricate web that i will not try to escape. I fear your lips as they detach my sense of why and where and what i am doing in the moment they melt me down and down. I ignore your words as i know they can introduce my heart to new aspects of the girl known as love. I deplete my ever resistance to you as i cannot bring myself to admit how you rip the air from my lungs and keep it for yourself. I expel my everything into a bowl before you as i know you would take it regardless of my futile attempt to be stingy. I avoid you as i know you will break my heart into more hearts that want to love you.
I'm going to ask you a series of questions and i want them answered on the spot right now!
Can i feel your body shiver in my cold arms? Do you know how crazy my desires are? Could you please pass the pain? Is it really that good? Is your name really so lost? Is it my mission or yours? Does fear motivate? Does motivation drive you into fear? Can a circle be completed? Do you believe in my heart? may i borrow your love? Could i possibly taste your bitterness? Why do we tangle? Should we eat more forbidden fruit? Do you believe in the fruit?
I never knew and i promise to take your faith into my backroom for questioning!
No, none of its true, this i never knew.And now, the truth of it is, is i want to be like you. So, hello good friend, i want to be next to you. From my head, from my heart, though it's true. You tore down the walls that the world has built inside my head. So, take in me, and savor me, and change in me and embrace me. I just get sick of the things we think we could know! - - As they strolled a long, my heart broke into song, from all the thoughts, the claims and the ways your words danced through the air.
We want, the truth, give us the absolute! We need, your help, cause we've got nothing left to lose!
We cant have it all, but we can break the fall. I tried to hide it, but i can't sleep at night. Everything i think about makes me feel like a virgin of myself. Don't tell me you know that you have got everything under control. I feel your vibrations in the floor and your thoughts creep in a vivid cascade across the room. I am wearing thin and finding things to shed myself in. Do not be afraid to say the things that bring me to dying in your arms.
Do you call my name?
Don't try to escape cause you don't have no where to go! My eyes are bloody and i cannot see you anymore. Don't just sit there afraid to risk reality. You might be full of doubt, but really, don't try to escape, you've got no where left to go. Listen to yourself, listen! Find your sanity in being crazy, wild and in my arms without regret.
I cant find my way today, i love on my way to find my path back to yesterday!
Vindication, complacency, i lost everything today. Out of time and it is not worth trying, lost in all your tears, but its your goods i'm buying...regardless. I've seen fallen angels as i'm crying in my sleep. I've fought epic battles as i am walking in your memories. Show me the gates of bliss, so i can walk by it and take your dirt road to a broken down house of passion and chaotic love that you live in.
There is something i have no choice but to ask you to do!
Forget the past and forget the future now. Follow me into the misty present. Wrap yourself in my arms and let me worry about reality while you drift into fantasy. It is in fantasy that we define our reality as much as we deny it. Every realistic event has a dash of fantasy without regard for desire or realization. So, take my hand and let me show you how deep the stars really are.
This is random, focused and broken and i thank my beautiful musical inspiration for driving me to write it. I also thank she who knows who she is, with or without my kisses.
I'm going to ask you a series of questions and i want them answered on the spot right now!
Can i feel your body shiver in my cold arms? Do you know how crazy my desires are? Could you please pass the pain? Is it really that good? Is your name really so lost? Is it my mission or yours? Does fear motivate? Does motivation drive you into fear? Can a circle be completed? Do you believe in my heart? may i borrow your love? Could i possibly taste your bitterness? Why do we tangle? Should we eat more forbidden fruit? Do you believe in the fruit?
I never knew and i promise to take your faith into my backroom for questioning!
No, none of its true, this i never knew.And now, the truth of it is, is i want to be like you. So, hello good friend, i want to be next to you. From my head, from my heart, though it's true. You tore down the walls that the world has built inside my head. So, take in me, and savor me, and change in me and embrace me. I just get sick of the things we think we could know! - - As they strolled a long, my heart broke into song, from all the thoughts, the claims and the ways your words danced through the air.
We want, the truth, give us the absolute! We need, your help, cause we've got nothing left to lose!
We cant have it all, but we can break the fall. I tried to hide it, but i can't sleep at night. Everything i think about makes me feel like a virgin of myself. Don't tell me you know that you have got everything under control. I feel your vibrations in the floor and your thoughts creep in a vivid cascade across the room. I am wearing thin and finding things to shed myself in. Do not be afraid to say the things that bring me to dying in your arms.
Do you call my name?
Don't try to escape cause you don't have no where to go! My eyes are bloody and i cannot see you anymore. Don't just sit there afraid to risk reality. You might be full of doubt, but really, don't try to escape, you've got no where left to go. Listen to yourself, listen! Find your sanity in being crazy, wild and in my arms without regret.
I cant find my way today, i love on my way to find my path back to yesterday!
Vindication, complacency, i lost everything today. Out of time and it is not worth trying, lost in all your tears, but its your goods i'm buying...regardless. I've seen fallen angels as i'm crying in my sleep. I've fought epic battles as i am walking in your memories. Show me the gates of bliss, so i can walk by it and take your dirt road to a broken down house of passion and chaotic love that you live in.
There is something i have no choice but to ask you to do!
Forget the past and forget the future now. Follow me into the misty present. Wrap yourself in my arms and let me worry about reality while you drift into fantasy. It is in fantasy that we define our reality as much as we deny it. Every realistic event has a dash of fantasy without regard for desire or realization. So, take my hand and let me show you how deep the stars really are.
This is random, focused and broken and i thank my beautiful musical inspiration for driving me to write it. I also thank she who knows who she is, with or without my kisses.