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Have you ever found yourself trying to figure out why your brain torments you with little stuff? Sometimes i wish i could tell my mind "hey, shut the fuck up, i am trying to be happy over here!" I am sure my minds response is something like "who gives a shit, i got re-thinking of things to do!" Regardless i find myself keeping my mind off of my pressing issues and thinking of things that have nothing to do with anything. This way i won't feel completely stressed and over-whelmed emotionally.
So, with the house being 80% done i am starting to feel at home. While i doubt i will get to spend much time there come next week i should get over it quickly. I do find it appealing to try and see what it is like to visit someone else a lot as opposed to getting to spend a lot of time at my own house. I do not know if this is going to be good or bad, i just know it is going to be different and odd. I find it hard to be comfortable at someone else's house. Maybe it is the overwhelming need to have things set-up the way i do. Either way i am sure i will find a happy medium or something like that.
I finally quit best buy. I hate to do it, truly. In the end it comes down to working a 60 hour work week. I mean, as much as i love the people there, i did not finish college to work 60 hours a week. I feel so dumb for quitting because of how much i like working there. I think it comes down to the fact that i dreaded going because when i did my entire day was taken by two jobs. That is not a good way to live. Work-sleep-work is not my type of schedule! It is also a bit rough because i decided to quit as soon as i was supposed to start up again, which kind of makes me a douche i guess as they scheduled me. I cannot help that i figured out i didn't want to work there anymore once i actually had to go in again.
So, with the house being 80% done i am starting to feel at home. While i doubt i will get to spend much time there come next week i should get over it quickly. I do find it appealing to try and see what it is like to visit someone else a lot as opposed to getting to spend a lot of time at my own house. I do not know if this is going to be good or bad, i just know it is going to be different and odd. I find it hard to be comfortable at someone else's house. Maybe it is the overwhelming need to have things set-up the way i do. Either way i am sure i will find a happy medium or something like that.
I finally quit best buy. I hate to do it, truly. In the end it comes down to working a 60 hour work week. I mean, as much as i love the people there, i did not finish college to work 60 hours a week. I feel so dumb for quitting because of how much i like working there. I think it comes down to the fact that i dreaded going because when i did my entire day was taken by two jobs. That is not a good way to live. Work-sleep-work is not my type of schedule! It is also a bit rough because i decided to quit as soon as i was supposed to start up again, which kind of makes me a douche i guess as they scheduled me. I cannot help that i figured out i didn't want to work there anymore once i actually had to go in again.