Traci
I love Traci to pieces...i dont know the reason we have this weird feeling in our relationship. But its cool...cause we still remain strong in our friendship portion of our lives.
Last night we had an awe inspiring conversation. It was hard for me to bring it up, but it also was very healthy for the both of us. We let out some issues and now theres less darkness in our motivations. Atleast we both know the others insecurities and issues.
Hopefully Traci understands my stance on things. I wont go through another hail storm without shelter. So, there it is. I just wanted to get this off my chest.
As happy as i am most of the time on the outside i constantly fight with my inner demons. I have a group of people i care about and all i do is wonder why all the time. It almost feels like i have the effect on people that makes them want me to know them well, but they have little motivation to know me. Its not all bad, i guess i sometimes carry a mysterious aura or something like that. Anyways...enough soap opera crap...have a great weekend all!
Anyone who wants to come to Troy with Craig, Amanda, craigs buddies, lloyd, majdi, traci, and I just let me know. Dave and Brad...craig is supposed to ask ya...if he doesnt drop hot coals on his elbows.
Lastly, anyone who wants to go to the everyday sunday concert friday night (tomorrow) just let me know!
Last night we had an awe inspiring conversation. It was hard for me to bring it up, but it also was very healthy for the both of us. We let out some issues and now theres less darkness in our motivations. Atleast we both know the others insecurities and issues.
Hopefully Traci understands my stance on things. I wont go through another hail storm without shelter. So, there it is. I just wanted to get this off my chest.
As happy as i am most of the time on the outside i constantly fight with my inner demons. I have a group of people i care about and all i do is wonder why all the time. It almost feels like i have the effect on people that makes them want me to know them well, but they have little motivation to know me. Its not all bad, i guess i sometimes carry a mysterious aura or something like that. Anyways...enough soap opera crap...have a great weekend all!
Anyone who wants to come to Troy with Craig, Amanda, craigs buddies, lloyd, majdi, traci, and I just let me know. Dave and Brad...craig is supposed to ask ya...if he doesnt drop hot coals on his elbows.
Lastly, anyone who wants to go to the everyday sunday concert friday night (tomorrow) just let me know!