So That People Won't Bring It Up Anymore
I thought I'd make one last try to find out why the fuck fntm wasn't talking to me, to which I got silence AGAIN. So I spoke my peace and figured that would be it, I'd put it totally in the past. So she finally emailed me tonight to give me the respect of an answer. I don't agree with all of it, but at least I'm fucking done with it. Good riddance.
And now someone finds the perfect timing to stir shit on her formspring asking her about us. Frankly, I thought I was done with this shit last night.
So I guess this is my official "what happened" and a notice to let you know she won't fucking speak to me so I've given up on speaking to her and I don't wish to discuss her. Nor do I wish you to pester either of us about the topic.
I never felt fully confident in the relationship. We made great friends and had a fantastic chemistry. But I doubted my physical attraction to her which hurt her self confidence and the whole thing spiraled. On top of it, I came to the realization I want a partner who shares my faith so that we have that bond and connection. Lindsay did not fulfill that. I chose to end it.
Now you know. Don't fucking ask anymore.
And now someone finds the perfect timing to stir shit on her formspring asking her about us. Frankly, I thought I was done with this shit last night.
So I guess this is my official "what happened" and a notice to let you know she won't fucking speak to me so I've given up on speaking to her and I don't wish to discuss her. Nor do I wish you to pester either of us about the topic.
I never felt fully confident in the relationship. We made great friends and had a fantastic chemistry. But I doubted my physical attraction to her which hurt her self confidence and the whole thing spiraled. On top of it, I came to the realization I want a partner who shares my faith so that we have that bond and connection. Lindsay did not fulfill that. I chose to end it.
Now you know. Don't fucking ask anymore.