I've been thinking some of suicide, but there's bars out here for miles.
Fuck all the nostalgia
And everything we’re scared of
And I will still be with you
When we find a new love
I think that's just how I operate. It's pretty safe to say that I've always kept some part of me with all of my exes.
I have a career now. It's total bullshit.
I just got out of a 7 year relationship. It's been relatively easy, surprisingly. We haven't communicated in any way, shape, or form for over a month. I think I like it this way. Clean break. I've never done that one before. (see paragraph 1)
Let's see what else is new...
I want to move out of state as soon as my contract is up. I don't sleep well at all, ever. I drink too much. I'm trying to quit smoking...
So, nothing. Nothing in my life is new.
Well, I am living on my own for the first time since 2011. It's pretty rad. I can see myself easily becoming antisocial and just taking full advantage of my own space. Hopefully insanity or bed sores will come from it.
In my head I have it all figured out, but my actions don't reflect that at all. So, I guess I'll just keep doing that for the rest of my life.
And everything we’re scared of
And I will still be with you
When we find a new love
I think that's just how I operate. It's pretty safe to say that I've always kept some part of me with all of my exes.
I have a career now. It's total bullshit.
I just got out of a 7 year relationship. It's been relatively easy, surprisingly. We haven't communicated in any way, shape, or form for over a month. I think I like it this way. Clean break. I've never done that one before. (see paragraph 1)
Let's see what else is new...
I want to move out of state as soon as my contract is up. I don't sleep well at all, ever. I drink too much. I'm trying to quit smoking...
So, nothing. Nothing in my life is new.
Well, I am living on my own for the first time since 2011. It's pretty rad. I can see myself easily becoming antisocial and just taking full advantage of my own space. Hopefully insanity or bed sores will come from it.
In my head I have it all figured out, but my actions don't reflect that at all. So, I guess I'll just keep doing that for the rest of my life.