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holy shit. i'm a fool. i never loved him. and i wasted all of those years thinking i did.
now im beginning to see what it truly is and i couldnt be happier.
but anyways, so John and I had a wonderful summer, and now he's all moved into his dorm at FIT in NYC. Now I just dread this whole application process again because being a transfer is just as annoying of a process as being a freshman. Meh. Oh well, hopefully one year from now I'll be getting my shit in boxes, and I'll be headed to NYC to make something of myself. :)