Nov 22, 2005 21:30
Haha, I think I've totally started some drama that I didn't even
realize was happening. The funny thing is that I didn't intend it to
be dramatic at all. I was just stating something funny and everyone
and their mothers gets butt hurt. Someone has accused me of "hiding
behind a computer screen". Hahahaha. That's the funniest damn thing
I've ever heard! I'm not hiding bitches! I don't ever HIDE. I've
been accused of this twice today. I'm totally on a roll
apparently. Just because I express my feelings through the medium of
words doesn't mean I'm too chicken shit about anything. What a weird
thought process some people have.
It sort of makes me sad because
people are too dramatic for my own tastes. You guys already know who I
am. This is nothing new.
I've been sounding sort of harsh
lately. I guess it's because I'm fed up. I'm not going to be apart of
this ridiculous, incestious atmosphere. It truly does make me a little
sad, because I feel like some people are giving up hope of my caring
self. People, it's not that I don't care. I care so much. It's just
that at some point you've got to do some things for yourself. That's
what I'm doing. Paying attention to myself for once in my life. Give
me some slack. If I think something is funny, I should be able to talk
about it or write about it. If I feel that someone is being hurtful to
one of my friends, I should be able to inquire and stick up for my
friends. If I feel like laughing, crying, sleeping, eating, talking,
snorting, chewing, smiling, touching . . . I should be able to do all
of those and more.
If you just go and watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire you will all feel better. I promise.