not writing for readers anymore
The journal entries from now are on are for me like they should be. If someone reads it, it's a fucking bonus. I'm not writing for the readers anymore and maybe that's why I haven't written in forever because there isn't anything worthy to write about if someone else is reading it. But it's worth it for the part of me I like to ignore, which is that creative guy who loved to write forever.
I can't believe I finally got a vacation with Danny. Yay. Finally a week where we could do whatever we wanted and it was totally relaxing. I was super happy to see Gramie B. and my aunt denise(don't spell her name with capitals, shit). It was sweet. We drove all night last Saturday and arrived in Indiana around 3 am. Yuck. But hey then you get so much more time with the fam when you come late and get up early. On Sunday Danny, my aunt, and I went to Fairmount, Indiana (James Dean's hometown) for the James Dean Festival. It was fun. I got to go to a few places I hadn't been able to go to back in the day when I was sixteen. It was different this time. Maybe because I was older and like thirty pounds heavier. I need to get myself on an excersise program before I get myself so fat no one recognizes me. When we returned Gramie made us some awesome Spanish Hamburgers and a whole bunch of yummy food. I like my food. I did notice that she's a little bit older this time when I was 'home' but I didn't matter, Gramie B. has such a spirit that a lot of young people lack in this world. She's got more spirit than TEEN SPIRIT! LOL.
Monday Danny and I spent the day with Gramie. Helping her reorganize the guest bedroom that is know aunt denise's and it is very appreciated to help people. For real I used to feel so annoyed that I was wasting my vacations helping, but you know what, you feel appreciated and that's a good feeling. Listened to lots of stories from Gramie and I love her stories, someone should write them all down because she's got stories piled onto stories. We went to my aunt's job FB FOGG and that place makes all sorts of paper mache magic. She makes all the paper and mixes all the colors and matches the colors and essentially if she didn't make that paper they wouldn't make any paper$!!! Then we went to Pizza King. Totally an Indiana thing and their pizza is delicious. So hells yeah. Then we watched some t.v. and hit the sack. It was a short and sweet visit.
And then we were off to Chicago. I tell you I would totally live there if God forbid my boy died. It is a magical place with so many people and it isn't a 'scary big city' it's awesome. I loved every moment. Every tall building and skyscraper made you think guess what you aren't that big. All the people! So many people. People I don't know. But when we were walking downtown everyone looks like somebody I knew in high school, middle school, grade school. And if I felt like taking a walk at 3 am I'd be surrounded by people and lights. Anyway I spent three glorious days in a hotel and had many adventures and even road in awesome public transportation. I love the bus. I love the bus!!! Needless to say Danny and I had an awesome relaxing vacation. And I love Chicago.
On another random note I had lots of time to think as I was driving or walking or sleeping. I wish I could be as close to everyone that I attended high school with like I was once upon a time. Maybe I'll always be stuck in that high school mentality but you know the world is a fucking high school. Have you read a gossip magazine. Totally high school. Do you have a job? Gossip. Uncomfortable confrontations. Corruption. Break-ups. Hook-ups. Make-ups. Life is a larger version of high school only you can transfer from to a new high school or click whenever you want to. I miss my SP Drama friends. Especially the one's I make an initiative to hang out with and they don't return calls or eternally reschedule. Guess I've got my own click and they've got theirs. But you know someone should have a drama club reunion or something before the whole Sun Prairie Drama Department forgets it's roots and Ms. P retires. Y'all know somewhere in you, you wonder what it's like there now. Well I went to the Real Awards and um over half of the club did not attend, something about power struggles and bullshit. I'm gon say what I want because I put three years of my heart into that department and to go to the awards and see nobody there made me sick. Going to bed so I can dream about Nate Detra dropping by my house to pick me up and take me and Alex Weber to a park to rehearse for the audition of The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe.
Live Your Life.
-Joey
I can't believe I finally got a vacation with Danny. Yay. Finally a week where we could do whatever we wanted and it was totally relaxing. I was super happy to see Gramie B. and my aunt denise(don't spell her name with capitals, shit). It was sweet. We drove all night last Saturday and arrived in Indiana around 3 am. Yuck. But hey then you get so much more time with the fam when you come late and get up early. On Sunday Danny, my aunt, and I went to Fairmount, Indiana (James Dean's hometown) for the James Dean Festival. It was fun. I got to go to a few places I hadn't been able to go to back in the day when I was sixteen. It was different this time. Maybe because I was older and like thirty pounds heavier. I need to get myself on an excersise program before I get myself so fat no one recognizes me. When we returned Gramie made us some awesome Spanish Hamburgers and a whole bunch of yummy food. I like my food. I did notice that she's a little bit older this time when I was 'home' but I didn't matter, Gramie B. has such a spirit that a lot of young people lack in this world. She's got more spirit than TEEN SPIRIT! LOL.
Monday Danny and I spent the day with Gramie. Helping her reorganize the guest bedroom that is know aunt denise's and it is very appreciated to help people. For real I used to feel so annoyed that I was wasting my vacations helping, but you know what, you feel appreciated and that's a good feeling. Listened to lots of stories from Gramie and I love her stories, someone should write them all down because she's got stories piled onto stories. We went to my aunt's job FB FOGG and that place makes all sorts of paper mache magic. She makes all the paper and mixes all the colors and matches the colors and essentially if she didn't make that paper they wouldn't make any paper$!!! Then we went to Pizza King. Totally an Indiana thing and their pizza is delicious. So hells yeah. Then we watched some t.v. and hit the sack. It was a short and sweet visit.
And then we were off to Chicago. I tell you I would totally live there if God forbid my boy died. It is a magical place with so many people and it isn't a 'scary big city' it's awesome. I loved every moment. Every tall building and skyscraper made you think guess what you aren't that big. All the people! So many people. People I don't know. But when we were walking downtown everyone looks like somebody I knew in high school, middle school, grade school. And if I felt like taking a walk at 3 am I'd be surrounded by people and lights. Anyway I spent three glorious days in a hotel and had many adventures and even road in awesome public transportation. I love the bus. I love the bus!!! Needless to say Danny and I had an awesome relaxing vacation. And I love Chicago.
On another random note I had lots of time to think as I was driving or walking or sleeping. I wish I could be as close to everyone that I attended high school with like I was once upon a time. Maybe I'll always be stuck in that high school mentality but you know the world is a fucking high school. Have you read a gossip magazine. Totally high school. Do you have a job? Gossip. Uncomfortable confrontations. Corruption. Break-ups. Hook-ups. Make-ups. Life is a larger version of high school only you can transfer from to a new high school or click whenever you want to. I miss my SP Drama friends. Especially the one's I make an initiative to hang out with and they don't return calls or eternally reschedule. Guess I've got my own click and they've got theirs. But you know someone should have a drama club reunion or something before the whole Sun Prairie Drama Department forgets it's roots and Ms. P retires. Y'all know somewhere in you, you wonder what it's like there now. Well I went to the Real Awards and um over half of the club did not attend, something about power struggles and bullshit. I'm gon say what I want because I put three years of my heart into that department and to go to the awards and see nobody there made me sick. Going to bed so I can dream about Nate Detra dropping by my house to pick me up and take me and Alex Weber to a park to rehearse for the audition of The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe.
Live Your Life.
-Joey