Jun 01, 2004 23:25
Not really though, I just like the song. I got the new Jay-Z cd. Its awesome. It's only once in a great while that I get something outside of the hardcore/metal genre let alone a rap cd. Either way, its good.
Went to Jeds earlier with Matt, Sam, Crystal, Brian, Justin, Tony, Squire and his fiance who's name ahs slipped my mind. I think its Rachel but I could be wrong. Food was good, althoughnas ussual I rodered to much. I can ussually down 20 wings like nothing, but I lost my appetite after like 12 tonight. Whatever I guess, gives me something to take home to eat later tonight.
This weekend was cool I guess. Didn't do much friday besides get chased around Maumee Bay with Brian and Tony by a security gaurd in a truck. Sat was just kinda bleh really. I went to Mike Baileys/Eriv Fowler's weekly house party from about 9:30 till about 1 or so. I left with Toby, Cherri, and there friend Kelly to run them to Oregon to get there stuff before meeting Kaitlyn and David at his house. Cherri ended up puking all over the back floor of my car but luckly Toby got it cleaned up and it doens't smell.
After chilling out on Dave's couch for a while me and Toby ended up going to sleep in Dave's room. We didn't have sex, but I still feel kind of awkward with what did happen. I havent talked to her since I took her home Sunday morn. I guess I'll see her at graduation on Sunday. I guess she likes me, and I kind of feel bad, I never knew, it kind of took me by surprise and I'm not sure what to say to her especiialy after all of this. Its fucked up.
Sunday was awesome. I took Chelsea to Jeds after I got off work. Afterwards her we chilled out in her Den watched Return of The King and just talked for like 3 hours till about 2:30 in the morning. I left and stopped by Sam's where Gibson, ANthony and Jim were hanging out. Didn't stay too long. Came home and trashed. I care so much for Chelsea. I can't stand to see her continue to hurt becuase she continues to stay in arelationship with a fucking moron. I wan't to show her how happy she coul be, but I just need her to give it a chance. Something happened when we were in Florida. I can't explain it. I've had these feelings for someone before. And I think we all know who that was with. I just have to be the best friend possible for her right now, its what she needs, especcially when he's still in the picture. Someday she'll understand.