Emilys sick...
Which means were not doing anything tonight. This really sucks, I've been waiting to go out there all week and now I can't. On one hand I feel sad and let down, but the on the other hand I feel like a dick becuase shes the one whos sick not me and I shouldn't be bitching. Dammit, this sucks so much I can't even explain. I haven't seen her since last Saturday, and I don't know when I'm going to see her next. I'm supposed to be going to Great Bear Lodge with my friends all next weekend. I'm starting to reconsider going though, I dont want to go 3 weeks without seeing her. I've done two and that was horrible so I don't even know how 3 would rank on the suckometer. The thing is, I know Crystal and Lisa aren't going to let me live it down if I don't end up going for that. Lisa was pissed at Brian for not going becuase he had to work, so who knows what shit I would get if I didn't go so I could see Emily. But then again, I'm not totaly sure I want to forl out the $50+ its going to cost me to help cover the price of the room.
Fuck it, I need to think some shit over....
Fuck it, I need to think some shit over....