downward spiral
money is so depressing. im really afraid im gonna be stuck as one of those people who go crappy retail job to crappy retail job until they die. i know there are far worse fates... but its still a depressing thought. it just sucks that in order to get any where you have to have money to start with. i dont come from one of those families where its just known that you are going to get to college and not have to worry about how to fund that. as it looks my parents are not into the idea of helping me go to LIBS. or at least not if im living on my own... moving back home again is so not an option though.
so i really dont know what to do with myself now and its ultra depressing.
so now im looking for a job again and even finding a dead end job isnt so easy. especially if you want one that is at least a little bit suitable to your taste. blah... no more talking about jobs before i put my head in the oven.
im at my parents house to maybe get the car back. hopefully...they bought some new flavor of soy delicious. orange and vanilla swirl. its pretty good, creamcicle-y.
ok, i have nothing more to write since i have been up to absolutely nothing... i really cant wait for the weekend!
xo
so i really dont know what to do with myself now and its ultra depressing.
so now im looking for a job again and even finding a dead end job isnt so easy. especially if you want one that is at least a little bit suitable to your taste. blah... no more talking about jobs before i put my head in the oven.
im at my parents house to maybe get the car back. hopefully...they bought some new flavor of soy delicious. orange and vanilla swirl. its pretty good, creamcicle-y.
ok, i have nothing more to write since i have been up to absolutely nothing... i really cant wait for the weekend!
xo