Okay, Okay I Will Shut Up!
I cannot believe it myself. I don't know what's going on, and I don't want to question it. You don't know how good I feel, or how good I have been feeling these past couple of days. I feel as if, nothing can put me down. When I do get time to myself, I just sit around and think… I'm falling hard, and at first I didn't know if I should or not, or give my hopes up. But now, honestly, I could care less. I didn't want things to go as fast as they are now, but maybe there's a reason for all of this. I'm not complaining. Milla is one of a kind. She's beautiful, smart, funny and caring in many ways. When I am with her, I see that something else shows in her eyes, that I don't think other people get to see. I feel like saying… "You are something else you know that?" But I'm in a loss for words when I'm around her. Figures. I think my brain shuts down or something.
Today, I am feeling a little under the weather, I don't know if it was what I ate or what. I just feel nausous. Yesterday was a long, hot, boring day. No offense to Milla. Who actually made it a hell of a lot better. I helped around the house a bit I guess… That's rare. And there actually was no fighting in the Lawrence household that evening.
I think I will jump back in bed for awhile and watch TV… be lazy. It's not hard.
Is it stupid to update everyday?… Let me know. I'll stop. ;)
P.S. - Argh! I'm sorry Milla… about yesterday and me signing off. The thing is, is that I signed online on AIM hoping to catch you online, and I didn't, So I quickly signed off, and you probably signed on at that exact same time. Weird aint it? ;) Give me a call later. I wanna chill, or something of that matter. *Smirks*
Today, I am feeling a little under the weather, I don't know if it was what I ate or what. I just feel nausous. Yesterday was a long, hot, boring day. No offense to Milla. Who actually made it a hell of a lot better. I helped around the house a bit I guess… That's rare. And there actually was no fighting in the Lawrence household that evening.
I think I will jump back in bed for awhile and watch TV… be lazy. It's not hard.
Is it stupid to update everyday?… Let me know. I'll stop. ;)
P.S. - Argh! I'm sorry Milla… about yesterday and me signing off. The thing is, is that I signed online on AIM hoping to catch you online, and I didn't, So I quickly signed off, and you probably signed on at that exact same time. Weird aint it? ;) Give me a call later. I wanna chill, or something of that matter. *Smirks*