serious fluff

Mar 25, 2005 22:27

I was thinking about doing one of those quizzes tonight, since i made a cappucino for Jonnes... and well... i had to finish off what didn't fit in his cup, so here i am at 1:30 sitting at the computer screen doing one of those leg shaky thinks where your feet won't sit still. But I realized that my last several posts were like a week ago and even those were just silly quizzes so maybe i should type something a little more substantial, eh? yeah, well. i might not make it all the way to substantial, but at least it'll be serious fluff. we had a full house here tonight. rachel and jessie and aaron and leah and leah and nicole and sarah and josh and amy and finally jonnes showed up. (disclaimer... I didn't do any inviting, just stood back and watched it happen while making cookies, so don't anyone get mad at me for not being here). Actually, i was in such shock that Ray took the initiative to CALL ME and COME OVER instead of me calling HER and her STAYING HOME to read a book and go to bed that I kind of forgot about everyone else. Anyway. It was fun. We played Apples to Apples for a couple hours. I made the cookies. We ate the cookies. Anthony ate most of them. We managed to save two that I cut into little slivers and passed around to people. Sometimes I wonder if A. (name withheld) really deserves the bad rap that he gets for being a pig and having no self-control... but I usually wake up before I get any further. aw, man. my bed looks so comfy right now. it really stinks to have my computer so close to those big fluffy pillows. i'm not tired, but i just keep looking at them and thinking how great it would feel. (mmmm... pie.) it'll be so great when i get my bluetooth keyboard and i can just lay there and drool on the pillowcases while i type. Does anyone want to drop a puppy off at my house? Cause i know my parents don't want me getting another dog right now. the house is finally hair free, no doggysnots on the windows, no land mines in the yard... they're loving it. BUT! if one just "happened" to appear at the front door... who could say no to a PUPPY!?! (I prefer Doberman, Golden Retriever, German Shepherd, or Wolf hybrid, thanks.) Okay, here's the serious part. Thinking about tomorrow and when I can go up to Terri's hospice. I don't know how much longer she can last. I'm thinking about stepping over the line too. Not because anybody else is or isn't getting arrested. Frankly, some of the people that have been arrested so far, I'm not too impressed with their whole stack of motives. No, I'm thinking that if she ends up dying... this is on our watch. I'm supposed to be standing in the gap for this woman who can't speak for herself. Sure, there might be hundreds in her situation that I haven't done anything for, but the difference is... I know about her. She's lying there in her forced death bed and she's right in front of us. How can we say we didn't know. I don't want to go on record obeying an UNJUST law. There is one court that holds the final word on these proceedings... that's God's. When one of ours not only condones, but orders perversity and murder, how can I go along with that? I'm praying about this. Don't know. Jail has really lousy balogne.

Signing off.
Namaarie.
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